A much better day, so far. Things are nearly under control again. Stress level declining. Can’t wait for training this afternoon. Girl coming at 8p.

My friend the metal god needs a new place to live. I don’t really like having to ask him to make sure to stay out late when I have someone over. He’s been living there since 11/2, quite a long time. The place he would like to live opens up in mid-to-late Feb. Quite a ways away. Causes stress sometimes.

Sometimes I come home and I’m overjoyed to see him on the couch with his red Jackson V guitar practicing Malevolent songs for an upcoming show. Other times I come in and resent the fact I don’t have an empty place in which to collect my thoughts.

I have another girl possibly coming on Sunday, someone who hasn’t been over before. I’d really prefer to have someone like her over and not have to introduce her to other people there. That can suck sometimes.

Another great sleep with earplugs in. My little device started working again and it logged 7:30 of sleep, 3:15 of deep sleep. So that’s nice. I’ve gone an entire week without caffeine. Feel good about that.

I have a lot of writing to do. I like that state.

I wish I could like all states. Sometimes I feel close to that. Other times I feel restricted by certain incompletenesses I know I have. I wonder if I’m supposed to get married and stop dating around, or something like that. Right now I mostly date because I have too much testosterone. That will end some day, I bet.

Have a great Friday.