I was working until nearly 1a last night, in the office. Very peaceful, but constant background stress of knowing there’s a long road ahead on this analytic project. I smoked some.

When I got home, I downed some water and vitamins, showered quickly and went to bed. I had very vivid dreams. In one of them, I was interviewing for a new job. I was surrounded by young, hip people who were all very smart. We were playing some kind of creative game and went around the room, and as we did, the boss woman was sort of DJ-ing a gigantic LCD screen with multimedia. Depending on what we talked about when it was our turn, she would bring stuff up and somehow mix it together, illustrating and accompanying what was being said. There was loud music and, though I can’t remember the specific things people said, I remember being impressed with how quick witted everyone was, much more so than me. I felt like I was faking my “interview”.

Rough wake up with not enough sleep. I need to train, but I don’t have time today. Diet not good last two days. Sleep not good either.

I saw a beautiful woman walk past me on the platform as I raced in today. She saw me looking at her and she half-smiled. It caused great pain.

Back to work. Be healthy, monkeys.