Late night working, and a great sleep till 8a before a nice fast shower and a hustle to the staff meeting. The meeting was great, as was the one immediately following. My next big thing today is at 3p, a project steering committee meeting. Once that’s done, I’ll be in better shape overall.

It already seems like forever since I’ve been intimate with anyone, and it hasn’t been *that* long. This is probably really good for me. My body seems confused, though. Huge nights and mornings. It seems every time I lay down there’s a biological expectation that I can’t fulfill. We do have control over ourselves, though. It’s a matter of when to intervene with yourself. So far so good.

Sunken rehearsal tonight. We have three good songs we’re getting good at now and will do the demo recording later this month. It’ll be a great milestone for me in particular as I’m the only one of our trio who hasn’t laid down tracks or a produced recording. It’ll be great.

Can’t wait for the afternoon meeting to be done. I’m going straight home, changing clothes, and then training like a motherfucker. Then sauna for 45 with a big jug of water, and I bet I’ll be crashing early tonight.

One issue with training is that it boosts testosterone. If a person already has marginally high Test levels, it’s a tricky combination because it builds and suddenly throwing people out of windows– all people and all windows– becomes increasingly appealing.

But that’s not a very good reason to get a girlfriend.

Many are the griefs of men.

Have a great day of Thor, monkeyholes.