Category Archives: journal

Bathe in the Hurricane!

So there was indeed a hurricane, in case you were starting to doubt any part of it. As soon as it “began”, and in this case that means when the sky turned to grey pearls and the water levels in … Continue reading

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urgency

I went home and wrote most of last night. I was in bed by 3, but barely slept anyway. The levels of my discontentments rise. As my advisor continues to battle and die from cancer, I’m being asked to race … Continue reading

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Janus Knows

The debate about whether it’s possible that a “whole” of something can be predicted by the properties of its parts is timeless. It stretches back. Think about the arguments of determinism and causality versus human free will. I could go … Continue reading

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Emergence

The idea of “emergence” (and its modeling) is influencing so much of how I’m thinking of just about everything. I’ve now tied it to Janus.   More soon.

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80s Residue

Because of the success of the meeting yesterday, I took it easy last night. I came home after work and fired up the Orange cab (2×12) through the Digitech 2120 and used a clean signal with digital delay and high … Continue reading

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Meeting at Prep School

This morning I woke up early and put my gray suit on and practiced my pitch in the mirror once before leaving. I had a meeting with the director of a prep school consortium about an education program I’ve started … Continue reading

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October is the Month

Oct. 19th 2012. The walk up Broadway to work was wet and windy and sitting here now my pants are damp and my legs sting slightly. I’m not sure where the sting comes from with wet pants. It sucks. Almost … Continue reading

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Scrambled Dregs

I took off after jamming in Hollow Way to meet a friend in Chinatown. I had ringing in my ears on the subway down and tried to remember by favorite parts of what we had created together. That’s how it … Continue reading

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Parental Divinity

It’s Oct. 17th and I have sore legs from muay thai training last night. It’s a great way to wake up. The second presidential debate was last night and Obama purportedly was much better this time around. I couldn’t watch … Continue reading

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Blue Cheer

It’s a gorgeous fall day. Why am I here? I am deeply and badly frustrated lately and it sucks. I can’t seem to escape the build-up to the election, as much as I wish it didn’t matter, as much as … Continue reading

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