Think more, talk less. That way you might get heard. But have something to say first.

Passing bubble tests celebrates and rewards a peculiar form of analytical intelligence. This kind of intelligence is prized by money managers and corporations. They don’t want employees to ask uncomfortable questions or examine existing structures and assumptions. They want them to serve the system. These tests produce men and women who are just literate and numerate enough to perform basic functions and service jobs. The tests elevate those with the financial means to prepare for them. They reward those who obey the rules, memorize the formulas and pay deference to authority. Rebels, artists, independent thinkers, eccentrics and iconoclasts—those who march to the beat of their own drum—are weeded out.

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I went to watch Transylvanian black metal band “Negura Bunget” play on Friday night in a small venue called Cameo in Fuckface Town (previously called Williamsburg, and now the zombie epicenter of Brooklyn and NYC in general).

It was their first time playing in NYC, which made it all the more worthwhile to endure Fuckface Town (a living hell) on a Friday night.

When foreign metal bands come to play NYC for the first time, it’s special. For them and for me. The last time this happened for me was when the legendary Greek black metal band Rotting Christ came to NYC for the first time after more than 20 years of playing small gigs around Europe. Extremely memorable. When bands like Negura Bunget or Rotting Christ finally make NYC happen, you want to hoist them up. You want celebrate their devotion and their work. They will never be wealthy because of their art. Few people will ever buy their music. At the Negura show, the venue was just about at capacity, maybe 200 people.

Twenty years of playing together is close to an entire career, an entire professional life. One of sacrifice and exhaustion with almost no monetary reward at all. Why do they do it?

Because they have to. They chose their art. That’s how it is and we need to do all we can to keep it possible.

Despite significant sound issues, their performance was excellent. Negura is a large band and they have different sounds requiring different and surprising instruments, such as traditional Romanian flutes and bells. The vocals were very polished, ranging from traditional black metal harsh to smooth and operatic. They arrived late because of airport problems and could only play for an hour. I was home by about 12, ears slightly ringing and very, very happy.

Saturday I relaxed all morning and afternoon and worked on a paper most of the evening. Sunday was another working day and it was perfect: cold and raining outside, coffee and eggs inside, good background music all afternoon and three books open at once.

If I could do Sunday-type work full-time, I would. As long as I was contributing something, and not just consuming things.

Twenty minutes of creative work per day gets you a project finished every week. Fuck laziness and excuses. You’re creators. Don’t waste it. 99.999% of all other life on earth would kill to be a creator. Don’t let the entire world down.

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Psychological conscience and philosophical conscience are different.

But happiness is happiness. Hedonism.

Fuckface. Happiness is not all the same, and of course it isn’t.

Acting in accordance with your highest possible capability. What are you capable of being and are you that way now? 

Or are you delusional on a daily basis, pretending this is great.

Appetite soul vs. rational soul. Appetite soul is the whim, slavish.
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Put everything into the context of enhancement of freedom, or the inhibition of freedom.

Codification and decodification. Name things, if you can name them, you can change them.

Always look rigorously. Identify the meaning, validity and value of things. Never accept things for what they seem to be, you already know how easily fooled all people are. Try to diagnose the factors at work in the shaping of social reality, from the point of view of the contribution to the enhancement of freedom, and the inhibition of freedom.

In man, creature and creator are united. Man is on a rope between beast and the overman.

 

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Liberate yourself from the quest to dominate others.

Nothing is more important in life than concern for your personality.

Life without critical self examination is not worth living for humans.

Good teachers do not put answers in the minds of others, but lead towards dialogical discovery.
nobility of life

camel, lion, child.

Allowing for the emergence of alternatives to all things.

 

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We live by armies of metaphors.

Don't socialize people into the norms of the present, but to improve them

Intellectual conscience.

We must be challenged to choose ourselves in the world.

Sense making and meaning creation. Authentic activity of humans. Naming things and attributing value and worth to things.

“You’re a crook, you’re a technician, not an educator.”

In all things, whom do you serve?

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the weak choose psychology over philosophy.

freedom is always a function of strength and maturity.

man is an experiment. we don’t have “genes” for modes of being, we experiment with modes of being.

to what extent do different experiments vitalize human lives. 
 

One way to identify the degeneration in culture is the need for ever more stimulation. “We need the gladiators”. This is entertainment for slavish characters.

…that productive life is by means of self perfection, defining, giving style to your character all the time. We all the time create the content of our life.

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people need tools to make sense of their lives, decode what's happening in the world

only weak people are afraid to live with conflicting ideas. they need one truth to go on. they must find something to believe in. they must have some crutches to work their legs. with they create all illusions possible so their psyches remain calm. 

strong people can entertain many perspectives at once. wisest men have so many antennae to all different types of experiences. only small people need to be “happy”–  satisfied. they equate with complacency. the strong people, the great people, seek perfection in what they do and what they are. 
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how to be equipped to be in touch with the authenticity of self when there's a war for our attention going on

what can i do with my students when the most pervasive form of communication in the world is manipulation?

the new wizards running the world. they know nothing, but organize everything. it’s not fair to create people that are not intellectually equipped to see the workings of the powers that be. crap detecting kits should be the priority of public school education.

 

 

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revaluation of all values
redetermination of the weight of all things
towards a recovery of health and worth of all people.

are you living in a way that you would repeat indefinitely.

don’t be distracted, chimp.

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