{"id":1372,"date":"2012-07-15T05:09:43","date_gmt":"2012-07-15T05:09:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/?p=1372"},"modified":"2012-07-15T20:57:42","modified_gmt":"2012-07-15T20:57:42","slug":"its-145am-do-you-know-where-your-mind-is","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/2012\/07\/15\/its-145am-do-you-know-where-your-mind-is\/","title":{"rendered":"It&#8217;s 1:45am, do you know where your mind is?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Has it been smeared all over the materials you had available?<\/p>\n<p>Pigment and sweat drops, an aching back and deeply stained nail beds are all that&#8217;s left. Cathartic flow under control. Look at the messages to myself in their miserable,\u00a0disastrous\u00a0glory, and I know already that tomorrow I will revisit in anguish and\u00a0embarrassment\u00a0what I&#8217;ve been &#8220;able&#8221; to produce. Creating is one of the most deeply vulnerable acts of which we are capable. Confront your ineptitude well and it&#8217;s water down a Harlem gutter. Confront it poorly and it&#8217;s a large bovine rectum stretching around your head; a new mask and hat to be worn\u00a0conspicuously as you pretend to just be on your way around town.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Has it been smeared all over the materials you had available? Pigment and sweat drops, an aching back and deeply stained nail beds are all that&#8217;s left. Cathartic flow under control. Look at the messages to myself in their miserable,\u00a0disastrous\u00a0glory, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/2012\/07\/15\/its-145am-do-you-know-where-your-mind-is\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1372","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-journal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1372","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1372"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1372\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1374,"href":"https:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1372\/revisions\/1374"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1372"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1372"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.obsidiannoise.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1372"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}