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<\/p>\nSick in the shnoz. I can’t help but think it’s all from that assface in the sauna the other day.<\/p>\n
I need to up my game. I need to up my writing and do more at work. I need to get more visibility for myself and get more innovative and creative here, and I can.<\/p>\n
I moved over to a double window desk overlooking Broadway. I’ve also been asked to alter my focus at work and will begin spending more of my time working on things I’m interested in and writing about them. I’ll be getting paid to do that, which sweetens my NYC gig. Can’t compete with San Diego for weather and lifestyle, but I think I’m really going to love my new role here.<\/p>\n
Spring is in full force, nearly. Time to go out into the woods for a 2-3 day. Who’s with me?<\/p>\n
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I couldn’t fall asleep last night even though I had heavy training. I was laying there thinking about all the failed relationships I’ve been in, and how isolated and separated I am from my family. It occurred to me that I’m basically completely alone.<\/p>\n
I have some good friends here and there, but ultimately I have no home base, no root or anchor to anyone, anywhere. It wasn’t a great feeling, but in the All Night Room your thoughts and feelings can get exaggerated.<\/p>\n
Today I’m just thinking about things I can do better overall, and the lack of fixity isn’t affecting me as much. When the sun is out, it’s often like this. In the All Night Room, it’s a less comfortable story.<\/p>\n
Another weekend almost here and spring is calling us outside.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
thursday, march 28 2013 Sick in the shnoz. I can’t help but think it’s all from that assface in the sauna the other day. I need to up my game. I need to up my writing and do more at … Continue reading