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Sorry if you checked back a few times for pics– I got yanked away just as I got in this morning (explanation below the below). ____________________________________ I like food, and I appreciate food, but it’s very obvious to me that, … Continue reading

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The sliding glass door to the balcony is open, the sky is bright blue and clear, the sun is bright and strong, the air is dry and cold. Despite the open door, it’s warm in my living room, just an … Continue reading

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Rehabilitating my injury is now a complex routine. There are times I do things, times I don’t. There are things I consume, things I don’t. Focusing on the routine, the regimentation of recovery, is keeping my mind on things that … Continue reading

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No update this morning, but for good reason. I was called at 7:30a to speak in front of a large group of people about something I have no expertise in. I had 3 hours to prepare and went straight from … Continue reading

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Yesterday I had my first follow-up with the sports doctor since PT began. He wasn’t sure what to expect after just four weeks given how bad the injury was. When I went in to see him for the first time, … Continue reading

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The weekend was pure. I moved out of myself.  I painted almost all of my furniture the same color and regimented the ghosts. Invited different people over both evenings and expressed myself perfectly. My emotions are starting to crystalize, me on … Continue reading

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Friday morning. I woke up on the floor again. I remember at some point in the night moving there because the pain was keeping me awake. The hardness of the floor is a relief. Camping pad and blankets, cold floor … Continue reading

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My walk to work is about 20 minutes, up one street and through 3 distinct neighborhoods. In most ways it’s a perfect place to walk because there are always things to see that inspire new thinking and feeling before my … Continue reading

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The truth is that if I update daily I’m not sure how helpful it would be to anyone trying to keep up with me. I spend a lot of days just keeping myself focused. Describing this isn’t a habit I’m … Continue reading

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A couple people have asked about oxycodone given a few mixups over the last couple of weeks. I’ll share. Firstly, Oxycodone is a Schedule II drug, the same category as opium and morphine. The difference between Schedule I and Schedule … Continue reading

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